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born loser (live & acoustic)

by YNES

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1.
i wanna be overrated want you sick of seeing my face i wanna see you roll your eyes when your friends say i got out of this place i want my name to taste sour i wanna be truly hated by someone other than myself i wanna be overrated i wanna claim that i've got the blue print, something the worlds never seen i wanna say i'm dating steven tyler and have someone believe me i wanna fake it til i make it and when i do, blow it up the wall wanna win an award, say it's my dream, and then miss the call i wanna be overrated want you to see my face on screen i wanna be the most hideous thing that you have ever seen i want my name to taste sour i wanna be truly hated by someone other than myself i wanna be overrated i wanna make DJ requests, knowing that they'll play them i wanna answer to a catcall, tell him he's overcompensating i wanna be obnoxious, have nothing to believe in switch it up and turn to god just when you start to find me boring i wanna be overrated want you to see me on the internet have your family ask how i am and you deny that we ever met want my name to taste sour wanna be truly hated by someone other than myself i wanna be overrated i wanna be the life and soul but know when to stop i wanna have a team of publicists who tell me when i'm wrong wanna walk out of my job and still get paid preach about self-worth like i ever had any i wanna be overrated want you to see my success and think it's exaggerated cause how could anyone be impressed by a girl you hate to remember who you were ashamed you ever dated who you messed up so much that she wants to be overrated
2.
get a quick snap on the fisheye lens make sure you get the council flats in caption it urban jungle then run when you see the locals smudge eyeliner on your eyes so it looks like you didn't sleep last night pay a grand for a ripped up jacket call that exploitation but you deserve it you're so DIY with your thrifted vintage levi's so down to earth with your hashtag street life don't tell your dad you're out this late have him pick you up in his 22 reg plate not built for a 9-5 good job you don't need one tell me to live my best life like i need your permission say money isn't everything okay, send it over get a new accent and fake what your mama gave ya take out 20, get a bag in just ignore the homeless man you know he'll only spend it on drugs oh shit, where are we picking up? borrow someones sign in the protest get a picture show your followers ditch it as soon as you get the shot don't wanna hang around when it all kicks off not built for a 9-5 good job you don't need one tell me to live my best life like i need your permission say money isn't everything okay, send it over get a new accent and fake what your mama gave ya spend most your nights in dive bars dying to fit in be as reckless as you can with no repercussion sing about the working class like we're not below ya wish you'd just be open about what your mama gave ya
3.
you're a broken record but you say you know more about music than me you can fix it yourself meanwhile you'll talk for an hour about a film that i've already seen that i wouldn't get because it's too complex that you're surprised was ever on tv because it's underground like your mates bands sound  that you could get me tickets to for free so come on come on read the daily male if the headlines don't grab you then someone else will extra extra listen up better pretend that i give a fuck and give you a smile, or whatever you please i bet you'd look good on your knees for me you say he's just one of the lads and he's never really had to learn how to shut his mouth, lower his tone or how to wait his turn he's assertive, three pints in he thinks he's tommy fucking shelby but a baby throwing his toys out the pram is all i see when he threatens me he's got a temper he's never hit a woman well except maybe his ex but she's a psycho i mean he said so cause she didn't bow to his requests so come on come on read the daily male if the headlines don't grab you then someone else will extra extra listen up better pretend that i give a fuck/care somewhat and give you a smile, or whatever you please i bet you'd look good on your knees for me red shirts beat blue shirts so you beat a stranger it's not manly it's tribal behaviour what are you? gay? pull up your dress! speak fucking english! and in the same breath: you say hola with a h in the south of spain in a pub called the bulldog where the landlord's your mate from way back when people could take a joke yeah that piers morgan he's got a point you know our proud country is red white and blue red like tim martin and white like your news you're blue in the face explaining how you arent sexist i just got it misconstrued you just have a different worldview your worldview subscription needs to be renewed so come on come on read the daily male if the headlines don't grab you then someone else will extra extra listen up better pretend that i give a fuck/care somewhat and give you a smile, or whatever you please i bet you'd look good on your knees for me
4.
dizzy 03:52
last night i dreamt i punched you at the train station cause i found out you were dating someone who i never trusted all that much moved in as soon as we broke up but as my fist flew towards you i doubted myself maybe she's an old soul as well unlike me now so undignified so immature you wish you would have known that before but i'm alive i'm manic i'm trash you look panicked i'm fine i promise this is not what i wanted you let me into your world to see your point of view then spin me around til i don’t recognise you i don't recall, think you convinced me that it's my fault for being so dizzy weird how socially awkward i was with you standing like a black hole while you lit up the room tell your friends it was really nice to meet them you say they're only nice to me for one reason i'm fine it's weird you still being here living in this city with me you let me into your world to see your point of view then spin me around til i don’t recognise you i don't recall, think you convinced me that it's my fault for being so dizzy you love the fact that i'm young and yet so mature then get all annoyed when i act 24 i don't recall, think you convinced me that it's my fault for being so naive i need a blacklist at my funeral i don't want you there saying i lit up the room when we all knew i'd hide in the corner while you'd talk with your friends about some philosophy that couldn't comprehend, cause i was only 18 and you can bitch about your ex reciting your mistakes but i was in hymn practice while you were sinning with the skeletons in your closet so i guess i'll never know cause it was, ugh, so long ago but that was then and this is now i'm doing so well if you couldn't tell you always wanted your own song so i hope you enjoy this one you let me into your world to see your point of view then spin me around til i don’t recognise you i don't recall, think you convinced me that it's my fault for being so dizzy you love the comfort of being mr know it all as if you learned it all before i was born you got a headstart baby it's not fair think that's the only reason you're here you tell a beautiful story then burn the book and tell all your friends i've lost the plot don't understand why they always blank me say it's my fault for being so nosy you want the upper hand so you purposely try to belittle, confuse and disorient me i recall i was in disbelief when i found it was you who made me dizzy
5.
veneer 03:07
it all feels so morbid to romanticise the past cause at least they had the future but the future never lasted we have neither all my idols are either sober or dead so living free is bittersweet when you can see what lies ahead all the revolutionaries died before i was born and their faces became t shirts in windows of shopping malls and what they did isnt forgotten but its so commodified that they've become the total opposite of what defined their life you know i don't mean to complain but what will i ever own my existence feels like time money and buying fucking clothes put me out of my misery but you rely on it price me out of my hobbies and sell them for profit it all feels so scary that the best days have now passed entire eras whittled down to playlists and fast fashion brands mass making tie dye tshirts cause grunge is now back in i dunno the teens said so i'll take it on the chin i remember it the first time round it was cute and it was fun we'd upload 100 photos and caption every one ruined our family computers so we could torrent the top 10 find a high res photo of the album art to make it seem legit we got our leavers hoodies pointed out people we hate it used to show our history now it just shows my age 2013 screams at me when did this stop being fun i rinsed the novelty so much it's entirely worn off it all feels so reductive to articulate this weight i can't do it justice i can't make it go away i'd give it anything to just leave me alone spend the entire opening number dreading the curtain call spending time is currency and it feels like i'm indebted to another version of myself who could have spent it better so i'll try to wake up early i'll cut out all the booze i'll do it step by step if it means that i can prove that i can fill all the cracks but i have this crushing fear that i can polish all the scratches but it's still the same veneer

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released December 19, 2023

recorded by eddie lam @eddielammusic
written and performed by kira inez riess @ynesmusic

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